x

for some reason ,

i've save some spot for you ; hero.

x

because every single thing that I,

write it down on a paper,
captured it into a picture,
saved it into my draft ,
sketch it in my book,
record it into my camera,

have been gone by itself.
to teach me the easiest
way to -------- let it go.

x

dan aku masih gagal untuk kekalkan rasa yang sudah dibutirkan jelmaannya , gagal.

x

kita terlalu sesak,
dengan













































--kesunyian.

x

aku perhatikan gerak,
--soroksorok.

aku selakkan hati ,
--diamdiam.

aku bacakan langit,
--sayupsayup.

aku dodoikan tangis,
--gelapgelap.

aku hadirkan bahu,
--samarsamar.

kerana kau terlalu mahu hilang
kerana kau terlalu mahu lesap
kerana kau terlalu mahu rosak
kerana kau terlalu mahu sendiri,

untuk aku kau jelmakan , kawan.

martens.

i'm not annoyed with it,

i'm not dislike it,

i'm not hate to see it.

but well,

this not about that boots isn't it?

this is about you,

always have, dude.

x

" get out! "

bilang kau sambil 

telunjuk arah sana,

dan aku turuti ia .

tapi kenapa makin

aku menyusur arah

yang kau beri ,

makin dalam ia

  bawa aku pergi ?

oh dan rupanya,

hati kau tak punya

lobang keluar ,
oh rupanya.

jadi aku ini,

mahu keluar 

gi mana sayang ?

apa harus aku

gerudi lobang?

apa harus aku

robek ia luas?

apa harus aku

pecahkan dinding?

apa harus aku

koyakkan bercebis?

" get out, now! "

tiak kau lagi ,

makin keras .

tapi gi mana sayang?

you told em.

you told em
that i'm bad,
i hurt you like you have none feeling at all.

you told em
that i'm cruel,
i treat you like a puppet and put a spell
on you until you fall for love , with me.

you told em
that i'm wicked,
i torn you to pieces and throw it as it wasn't
mean anything to me at all.

you told em
that i'm a bitch,
i use you for my own good
and act like that i'm not guilty
at all.

you told em,
that i'm a bad cruel wicked bitch,


















but still darling,
why are you here?