20's.

I'm the girl who live a bored life everyday. 

Wake up at 7am, go to work until 6pm/8pm. Enjoyed walking. Got cat to companion me to sleep. Wake up again at 7am, go to work until 6pm/8pm. Enjoyed walking. Got cat to companion me to sleep. Wake up at 7am, go to work until 6pm/8pm. Enjoyed walking. Got cat to companion me to sleep

And everything recur everyday.

I talk less, lesser everyday. Until I barely forget how to interact with others. 

This twenty years of life i have been living becoming sicker everyday. I lost lots of friends, my neighbour took my cat, economy bad, dad still missing, mom in lots of tense, sibling keep fighting and cursing each others, grandma matchmaking me with some 30+ old man, I can't afford school, my friend that has be friend with us for two years is lying to us about everything even her own real name, not enough of that she spreading rumors about my others friend that been hated for no reasons, and everything else that bothering me now.

And for somehow this whole thing remind me of myself from two past years ago.

I got love. I got friends. I got time. I got chance. And every thing was so alive that time until i messed it up for longing to be alone. I'm so fool to let everything slip away and, here i'm complaining about life in my twenty.

I do god,

i do regret for not being grateful.