Saturday, August 23, 2014

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I have been thinking a lot about quitting my job but I have no idea what to do after that , except be all day in my room , shut myself from this world and bald my hair and avoiding everyone, including my family because I'm sick with myself and I don't want to drag people with my life , any more. I have cause trouble to everyone lately. ( Maybe I will just drawing and painting or reading or fuck up my life even worse. )

Or I will just quit my job after I got my license and buy a van , and travel alone , everywhere . It will be worth ,at least I don't waste my time not doing anything, I guess?

Or I will just pretend that I don't exist and just let this corpse live my death life and wait for everything to end. Because nothing I say , think and feel right now is making sense. 

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