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I learn not to leave when there is stranger wanted to be my friend.but then there is this one feeling ; and the feeling is hate.

And then they want you to be what they expect you to be before they are close to you. And question everything about you if you're too secretive because they are just insecure. And then they tried to dig everything about you and your past when that's the only thing you wanted to burn and buried it so it won't haunt you any more. And they laugh at your scar and making fun of you and make you feel like a fool in front of everyone else. And that what make you choose to leave everyone cause you don't feel like you are one of them. You're just something they drag everywhere; something that is useless.

Or maybe it just me ,

I'm just expecting a friend,

someone who can accept me ;

even when I turn to be bad again.

5/8/14