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I wish you have stay,

like the darkness did for 

the moon and make the star shine 

brighter than the night before it used to.

I wish you understand,

what the sadness trying to say 

about how everything and everyone 

keep pretending to be the one with the lucky light.

I wish you come like the wave did,

so I wont even fade away again 

when the sea took me far from everyone and 

everything once it start to eat me and let me be in her.

I wish you would love me more,

even with this scar and mess I am

even with this bruises and cut I have

even with this trouble bad person I am

even with this awful chaotic mind I have;

even with everything I cant afford to be.