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It`s her birthday. Since I don`t find the warm welcoming from everyone except her , I still come to her birthday to show how much she means to me. I don`t remember how old she is now, but all I can remember is she have been with me since the start.

We shared our food since both of us don`t eat too much, and the cake too. I sat beside her so it`s easy to help her with the thing she need that day. There`s nothing expensive I can get for her so I just quietly give `the thing` [her present] to her when everyone else is busy with other thing.

``you don`t have too, this is too much``

``yes I have too, that`s the only thing I can give. take it and use it well``

And the suddenly she ask me to come closer to her, I`m quite confused , why? I said. Come closer I don`t want anyone else to hear this, she replied. But everyone else hear out conversation and start being kepoh but it`s a secret , no one don`t need to know it. And she whispered to me;

``Aku mimpi untuk beberapa kali , ada seseorang sedang memerhatikan kau dari jauh. Dan dia bilang dia mahukan engkau. mungkin jodoh kau?`` and she laugh.

But I don`t find that is funny or exciting , I find it creepy. And it just because I don`t expect the man in her dream is really a man , it might be something else. Because I have been dreaming the same thing too , and I`m sure it`s not a man.