There is this one time when i'm still working as a receptionist, one regular customer of our hotel said this to me; "why do you look so sad, you shouldn't be. You should smile, life is too short to be sad all the time you know." I give him the smiled that he wanted and I just replied it with "hey i'm not sad, i'm just tired with work and stuff" and I add my statement with a little laugh.
You see smiling and laughing do help when it come to hide those feeling you didn't want anyone else to see, I don't know about you but it do help me. Because I dont fucking need anyone god damn sympathy and I do know that what we feel never is important enough to explained why, its worthless.
And right now, I just feel like it's the best if I hide me from everyone else. Im tired of hiding those feeling away and play pretend, why dont I just hide with them. What could go wrong anyway.
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